Stressed...

Wow, I haven't posted here in a while! I have been very busy with school and work. I just found out the other day that Jerred wont be able to come home for Thanksgiving. He has staff duty and there isn't any possible way for him to get out of it. Im pretty upset about it, but I will live I suppose! He has been very busy lately and I feel like I haven't really talked to him in weeks! I mean, we text but it's not really the same. I don't know I'm just all emotional haha. Now since he wont get leave for Thanksgiving we have to wait until Christmas to see each other! Which really isn't too far away if you think about it, but I know it will feel like so much longer! It just sucks that I'm all the way in Maryland and he is in Kansas! It's over 1000 miles away. I just wish he got more chances to come home since he will be deployed this time next year. I want to spend as much time with him as I can. We used to see each other every single day! It's just very weird to not be able to go to his house if  I want to see him, or if I'm sad I can't just go see him. It's so hard! But it's a part of the job and I support him 100%.